i will

do you still remember ? In that rainy day, i asked for your picture . because i thought if not now, i can never see you again . i even followed you . you asked me to be in the picture with you . since i am all soaked so i rejected. and that day, you were so cute .

back then, i used to take a peek at you. after the class end . at dewan selera . when the teacher was absent . i used to use ever single chance i had for you . even sometimes, our eyes met . such a beautiful memories . 

now, i'm going to do what i said last time . i will forget you . i will go . it won't be easy as when i fall for you but, i will try harder . so , don't say that you are not going to met me anymore. don't say that you will go. just stay here so that i will able to forget you. 

I'm sorry i make it hard for you . I'm sorry, and thank you for staying all this time . 

lelaki

hye hye hye ... annyeong ha se yo ^_^

cuty2 sem macam nie nampak je macam blaja tapi sebena nye tak pun ... haha well , ade la jugak cikit2 setakat isi mase lapang . itu pon bile lappy ta de depan mate ... kahkahkah 

knp ap nye ? tajuk entry kali nie ? biarla , bukan nak cite pasal laki2 baru pon . laki lame jugak ... lame yang mne ? aik , owg ade satu je laki dlm hidup nie dulu dan sekarang .. haha

sebenarnye ta taw patot ke tak tulis psl entry nie . but then terase semua organ2 dlm badan akan meletup letup ibarat menelan bom tangan sebab ta de tempat nak luahkan. sebelum tue , mestilah mintak maaf dulu kan pada sape yang terase *even i know u wont be able to read dis*

owg tinggal dengan seorang lelaki bersame seorg wanita dan 4 org gadis lain . biase la, daughter mesti akan lebih rapat dengan mak dye kan kan kan . tapi tak bermakna dye tak sayang kan bapak dorg . well, ini pun depends la mcm mne bapak dorg lyn dorg. btol tak ? btol tak ? then , that is how it goes . My father and I........ we are so so not close sampai kan owg rse bile kluar berdua dengan dy owg rase kekok . rse berdosa pulak ad perasaan mcm nie . oh guys ! plez tell me i shouldnt feel like dis . rse na bunuh diri skrg . 

ta pasti sejak bile, myb bile start sklh menengah kot . abah da lain . dy ta mcm dulu . kitorg satu family mmg da lame gile tak hang out same2 . there was not even once after high school we had a chance to go for a holiday. because he hide something for himself from his wife, she accused him negatively. but he sometimes show that negative side of him until for a certain period his daughters believe in their mother's word and that made the father-daughter relationship became worse . 

he is nice . so nice that i became too aware when he acting so good towards me as i though "ahhhh, he must need something from me". but who knows i was right, he do need something and i can just laughing silently and sadly inside . i told my self i need to hurry and ask him what is wrong with him but everytime i tried, i just can't. to be truth , i just sometime hate it because my family wasn't like the other happy family .

ta taw la sama ada nie dugaan dari tuhan atau ap . kalau betul ini dugaan yang perlu ditempuhi , tolong la Ya Allah , ampun kan lah segala dosa ahli keluarga ku dan harmonikanlah hubungan di antara kami . owg , tersangatlah jelez bile tengok family lain happy together2 macam walau ade bencane yang menimpe dorg sekalipun, dorg still akan bersatu . wasnt that what family for ? because of dis one man i lived with , i dont trust any other man and also because of this, truthfully, i am afraid to get married . should i just stay alone forever ? that doesnt seem like a bad idea after all . haha 

thats all . keep it as a secret between us bloggers . ^_^

see you for the next entry and plus i will try to keep my blog update frequently . fighting !! 

daebak ! daebak !

assalamualaikum .... *ta jawab dose, jawab sayang* hehehe

oh my ! ta sabar na tulis entri baru . nampaknye anda anda dan anda bakal membace satu lagi entri yang membosankan ... haha na wat camne, I bukan pengarang yang bagus okay, lagi pun bukan ade anugerah orang na bagi ...

well , besok kite sume akan pulang beraye meraikan aidiladha pada hari jumaat nie ... UKM memang bagus sbb dorang taw student mmg suke balik umah awal2 ... dan tak lupe juge saye akan berangkat pulang pada malam besok jam 2005 dengan menaiki ETS ... dan sebenarnye owg sangat la teruje nak naik ETS nie , antare sebabnye adalah owg jarang balik malam2 and this is my first time with ETS ... I'm gonna have a great journey .. *hope so* 

aaarrgghh!!! malas la na cite panjang2 . actually entry nie na cite about my days for the past two weeks... mesti korang pun terkezut ! haha

meh , tengok gambo2 nie ....

~ okay, nie mase jamilah ajak pegi sogo ... memang best sebab tyme nie ad sale .. haha ~
p/s : gamba ta banyak sebab buzy shopping ... :)

 > budak chinese yg pki baju itam tue la yg dian nie minat , konon muke mcm Lee.. well,, actually ad la cikit2.. <

~masihkah kau ingat ? dian yang dulunye takot na derma darah sekarang suda makin berani ~

dok bokem

 ~ nie bru je agy ... mggu lepas kat mid valley ... owg ngan syira g mkn korean food ... konon na try variety of food ... gitu ler ,, boley tahan gak la .... naseb halal ... haha ~

Toppokki

 ~ yg nie kat mid gak , tapi kat dubu dubu restoren ~

Comment : bole tahan la ...

 

 pesta konvo !!! wooo !! wooo !!! sangat excited bile na pegi coz ad fun fair and bagai ... nie la gayenye ... sesak na mampus ... haha memang ta sudy la cmnie ... huhu yg klaka nye fun fair dy untuk budak2 JERRR ... oleh itu , sye hanye mampu snap ! sanp ! dan snap ! sedeyh gile!!! sob ! sob ! sob !

haha . nie pun klaka. first time denga hantu rehat waktu mlm ... cian dye ... mesti penat kan .

first time jugak owg masok umah antu nie ... g nan dian syira and my rumate ... dengan kekuatan yg sedikit , kami pura2 berani masok dlm nie ... kuar2 je ,tros jatuh terduduk ! haha memang klaka . ta sangke smpi cmtue skali ... well, first experience memang berbaloi .

 nie la NURUL ... hehe kitorg jumpe dy time pesta konvo ... dye kene beniage ap tah ... haha  'sume orang mesti ad gamba sorg2 dengan nurul'

tue pasal la gamba2 nie sume wujud .... haha

okay tue saje buad mase nie ... saye memang ta reti na susun gamba2 nie . harap maaf . da puas cari jln tapi  ta jumpe ... hehehe

~ well , finally ! the end ... enjoy your view ... :D ~

masih UKM dan dia ;)

hai hai hai ... setelah sekian lame tak meng-'update'... huhu
skunk nie setelah 3 minggu berlalu , owg still lagy kat UKM nie... meneruskan sisa sisa kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar semestinya yang berjaya... haha *belagak kejap*

ary jumaat memang ta de klas uke , i ta ponteng.... sebenanye ary nie na cite psal tempat bwu...
first impression , ok . ta de pape sangat..biase je ukm nie... bile dah dibawak jalan2 oleh senior senior dan senior, fuhhhh !! ta bole jaoh lagy ke jarak bangunan2 dye ? i wish i could have a car ... *lesen moto un ta de, ade aty mintak kete* huhu
bilik , disebabkan hanya 2 org sekawan dalam bilik , so na wat pape un mesti same2... nie khas untuk kes penakot je uke... haha tingkat paling atas dowg kasi so pasnie kalo ta kurus jugak ta taw la na kate.. subjek stkat nie ta de yang berat2 agy...still bule balance mase and you know what ? banyak gile lagy mase terluang... huhu kewangan masih agy terumbang ambing sementare menunggu jpa scholar nie... ase cam na pecah pale... adoii !!


ta saba na tggu dye masok balik... bule jumpe coz sangat sangat sangat dekat... huhu bestnye ....!! setelah sekian lame ta jumpe... rindu sangat sangat sangat menggunung... mamat due eko nie pulok ta reti bahase!! owg da pesan jangan tunggu sebok na tunggu gak ! pe punye manusie le ta reti na paham. sat g owg speking cine kang bwu taw ... hmm,,, bukan na cakap ape , tapi sebab owg sndiri da pena ase macam mane sakit, peritnye menunggu someone tue. owg betol betol ta na sekat kebebasan dowg cari owg laen sebab owg taw owg ta de aty kat dowg and at the same time, owg un ta na sakit an aty dowg. itulah org slalu cakap, cinta itu buta dan akan terus membutakan .

baiklah , sampai sini dulu ... anty len kali cek cite agy uke... huhu tataaaa..

ENTOH LE .

assalamualaikum ,,,,

setelah genap sebulan pose make raye lah kite ,, haha giler lambat kot owg update , da masok raye ke-3 da nie . pose taon  nie penat cikit coz sambil keje but it's okay , at least ta de la asyik buat tahi mate je kat uma tue ... taon nie dapat aye kejap je . tyme aye un owg keje ,,, bak kate manager , triple pay tueeee . tapi agak kerugian di situ kerana tidak dapat berjumpe saudara saudara yang laen ye . *jangan buat slalu k*hehe so raye taon nie ta de gambar un .. ta sempat nak snap snap snap. sob sob sob

emm , sebena nye owg de soklan yang sangat sangat cepumas . AM I A PLAYGIRL ? yup ... memang soalan sangat cepumas la kan . haha bukan ape , since owg kenal dye , owg da bule gurau cikit2 la .. so disebabkan terlebih friendly nan sume owg , budak budak yang berlainan jantina nie ade la yang da mule pasang jerat . owg ingatkan kalo na de kawan banyak kite kene friendly , bukan ke ? dan disebabkan tue gak owg da disalah anggap sebagai playgirl . adakah saya layak menjadi playgirl ? nie soklan yang sering bermain di kotak fikiran ye . mane taknye , muke ta cantek badan ta lawa keje un ta tetap poket kosong dan yang penting masih blaja plak tue . 100% ta layak an an an . ase na tukar no la plak . malas betol na layan kol kol kol and mesej mesej mesej tue . tetibe rase rimas . last last taw ta pe owg wat ? owg bagi taw owg da de yang punye .. haha kejap je tahan pastue dapat agy kol and mesej .. mmg malas na layan ta yah cakap la . sumpah rimas gile .

minggu nie last keje . kene benti cepat cepat banyak hal ta settle agy .tambah tambah pasal hal universiti nie . dengan yuran ta bayar , medical check up ta wat , baju ta pack , barang ta beli , dan yang seangkatan dengannye lah . ase sedih lak nak benti keje nie tapi na wat camne an ... daripade owg asyik susahkan dowang je kat temapt keje tue baek benti tros .

haha . da la , banyak sangat da mepek nie .......
pape un camat ary aye ,,, huhu jangan lupe simpan duit aye tok owg eh , 

Mcdonalds + UKM

hai ! hai ! hai ! bapak lame gile la owg ta update blog nie ,,, haha bape bulan da ?? ta terkire da nie .... cuty cuty pun malas na update ... hai , ntah la .... =.='

okay , cerite last tyme owg kat matrik dulu pasal owg bengang ngan sorang budak nie ... haha skunk owg pun da abeh matrik ,, hidup kat uma pun asyik buat tahi mata dan dan dan yang paling penting mestilah menambahkan lemak lemak dan lemak di badan ku ini .... hahaha oopppsss !!! before terlupe , alhamdulillah result matrik sangat membanggekan lah , ta bule cakap apa apa ... haha

disebabkan kebosanan yang tahap melampau di rumah , owg pun amik keputusan untuk cari kerja disamping menambah pendapatan bagi menyara hidup sebelum dapat masuk universiti .. last last dapat keje kat McDonald's parappapapa ... I'm lovin it ,, (memang lagu nie la yang ak nyanyi tiap2 ary) waduh ! sakit kepala ini macam ,,, bru dua bulan dok kat cnie macam macam macam hal la yang owg da wat ,,, well , mesti la yang buruk kan ,,, owg kan kalo wat keje memang cemerkap cikit ,, (bukan cikit sebenarnye tapi banyak la jugak) hehe  asyik asyik asyik REFUND je ,,, manager manager owg pun da malas na layan ,,, haha cian kat dowang ... tapi na wat cane kan ... owg da cakap ta na dok kat kaunter tue tapi dowang bagi jugak (jadik order taker) , saya yang menurut perintah ...

pape un yang jadi pasnie , kene benti gak ... haha sebab owg da dapat tawaran masuk universiti ... kat UKM la ... yahhhhooo ,,, best gile bile dapat tawaran kat sane ... ade dian n syira (kwn kat matrik) dapat kat sane gak ... huhu daftar 2SEPTEMBER2012 ,, tapi seyes ta sangka akan jumpe dy lagy ,,, ta penah terlintas pun sebab owg ingt pas waktu tue kitowang ta kan jumpe da .. nta cane la anty ...owg sndr un ta taw harap dapat jumpe dye ke ta ,,, rase cam na tapi hati kate jangan ... ta taw la ... nie lagy satu hal yang memeningkan kepale ... hahaha malas la layan , yang penting kite enjoy ... huhu

uke la ,, i got one more month to prepare everything ... may everything going smooth as planned ... 

watch your step !!

This is the first time when i was so angry . I mean , how can you be so rude ? Don't you have any manners ? Keep telling others about their bad behavior . Don't you see yours ? Arrgghh !!! I am so so so so damn frustrated ! 

You don't even know me and my family well yet , you talk bad bout them ? Whats wrong with having a boyfriend ? What's the big deal ? You try to ruin the relationship for those who couples . Why don't you just let them be ? Are you that upset to see them happy while you don't ? What's wrong with you ? i don't get it ...

Who gave you the permission to open others drawer ? Their phones ? Who are you to check all the messages in or out ? You are not even my mom . Not my sister either . Only a friend whom i known for less than a year ! Where did you learn to act like this ? Don't you understand the meaning of PRIVACY ? I wonder if you know cause if u did , you won't behave like that , will you ? 

I have never been like this towards a friend and you were the first . You're totally the rudeness . Didn't you felt anything when we didn't talk to you that much ? You are damn annoying !! 

p/s : when i wrote we , i mean it ...