daebak ! daebak !

assalamualaikum .... *ta jawab dose, jawab sayang* hehehe

oh my ! ta sabar na tulis entri baru . nampaknye anda anda dan anda bakal membace satu lagi entri yang membosankan ... haha na wat camne, I bukan pengarang yang bagus okay, lagi pun bukan ade anugerah orang na bagi ...

well , besok kite sume akan pulang beraye meraikan aidiladha pada hari jumaat nie ... UKM memang bagus sbb dorang taw student mmg suke balik umah awal2 ... dan tak lupe juge saye akan berangkat pulang pada malam besok jam 2005 dengan menaiki ETS ... dan sebenarnye owg sangat la teruje nak naik ETS nie , antare sebabnye adalah owg jarang balik malam2 and this is my first time with ETS ... I'm gonna have a great journey .. *hope so* 

aaarrgghh!!! malas la na cite panjang2 . actually entry nie na cite about my days for the past two weeks... mesti korang pun terkezut ! haha

meh , tengok gambo2 nie ....

~ okay, nie mase jamilah ajak pegi sogo ... memang best sebab tyme nie ad sale .. haha ~
p/s : gamba ta banyak sebab buzy shopping ... :)

 > budak chinese yg pki baju itam tue la yg dian nie minat , konon muke mcm Lee.. well,, actually ad la cikit2.. <

~masihkah kau ingat ? dian yang dulunye takot na derma darah sekarang suda makin berani ~

dok bokem

 ~ nie bru je agy ... mggu lepas kat mid valley ... owg ngan syira g mkn korean food ... konon na try variety of food ... gitu ler ,, boley tahan gak la .... naseb halal ... haha ~

Toppokki

 ~ yg nie kat mid gak , tapi kat dubu dubu restoren ~

Comment : bole tahan la ...

 

 pesta konvo !!! wooo !! wooo !!! sangat excited bile na pegi coz ad fun fair and bagai ... nie la gayenye ... sesak na mampus ... haha memang ta sudy la cmnie ... huhu yg klaka nye fun fair dy untuk budak2 JERRR ... oleh itu , sye hanye mampu snap ! sanp ! dan snap ! sedeyh gile!!! sob ! sob ! sob !

haha . nie pun klaka. first time denga hantu rehat waktu mlm ... cian dye ... mesti penat kan .

first time jugak owg masok umah antu nie ... g nan dian syira and my rumate ... dengan kekuatan yg sedikit , kami pura2 berani masok dlm nie ... kuar2 je ,tros jatuh terduduk ! haha memang klaka . ta sangke smpi cmtue skali ... well, first experience memang berbaloi .

 nie la NURUL ... hehe kitorg jumpe dy time pesta konvo ... dye kene beniage ap tah ... haha  'sume orang mesti ad gamba sorg2 dengan nurul'

tue pasal la gamba2 nie sume wujud .... haha

okay tue saje buad mase nie ... saye memang ta reti na susun gamba2 nie . harap maaf . da puas cari jln tapi  ta jumpe ... hehehe

~ well , finally ! the end ... enjoy your view ... :D ~

masih UKM dan dia ;)

hai hai hai ... setelah sekian lame tak meng-'update'... huhu
skunk nie setelah 3 minggu berlalu , owg still lagy kat UKM nie... meneruskan sisa sisa kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar semestinya yang berjaya... haha *belagak kejap*

ary jumaat memang ta de klas uke , i ta ponteng.... sebenanye ary nie na cite psal tempat bwu...
first impression , ok . ta de pape sangat..biase je ukm nie... bile dah dibawak jalan2 oleh senior senior dan senior, fuhhhh !! ta bole jaoh lagy ke jarak bangunan2 dye ? i wish i could have a car ... *lesen moto un ta de, ade aty mintak kete* huhu
bilik , disebabkan hanya 2 org sekawan dalam bilik , so na wat pape un mesti same2... nie khas untuk kes penakot je uke... haha tingkat paling atas dowg kasi so pasnie kalo ta kurus jugak ta taw la na kate.. subjek stkat nie ta de yang berat2 agy...still bule balance mase and you know what ? banyak gile lagy mase terluang... huhu kewangan masih agy terumbang ambing sementare menunggu jpa scholar nie... ase cam na pecah pale... adoii !!


ta saba na tggu dye masok balik... bule jumpe coz sangat sangat sangat dekat... huhu bestnye ....!! setelah sekian lame ta jumpe... rindu sangat sangat sangat menggunung... mamat due eko nie pulok ta reti bahase!! owg da pesan jangan tunggu sebok na tunggu gak ! pe punye manusie le ta reti na paham. sat g owg speking cine kang bwu taw ... hmm,,, bukan na cakap ape , tapi sebab owg sndiri da pena ase macam mane sakit, peritnye menunggu someone tue. owg betol betol ta na sekat kebebasan dowg cari owg laen sebab owg taw owg ta de aty kat dowg and at the same time, owg un ta na sakit an aty dowg. itulah org slalu cakap, cinta itu buta dan akan terus membutakan .

baiklah , sampai sini dulu ... anty len kali cek cite agy uke... huhu tataaaa..

ENTOH LE .

assalamualaikum ,,,,

setelah genap sebulan pose make raye lah kite ,, haha giler lambat kot owg update , da masok raye ke-3 da nie . pose taon  nie penat cikit coz sambil keje but it's okay , at least ta de la asyik buat tahi mate je kat uma tue ... taon nie dapat aye kejap je . tyme aye un owg keje ,,, bak kate manager , triple pay tueeee . tapi agak kerugian di situ kerana tidak dapat berjumpe saudara saudara yang laen ye . *jangan buat slalu k*hehe so raye taon nie ta de gambar un .. ta sempat nak snap snap snap. sob sob sob

emm , sebena nye owg de soklan yang sangat sangat cepumas . AM I A PLAYGIRL ? yup ... memang soalan sangat cepumas la kan . haha bukan ape , since owg kenal dye , owg da bule gurau cikit2 la .. so disebabkan terlebih friendly nan sume owg , budak budak yang berlainan jantina nie ade la yang da mule pasang jerat . owg ingatkan kalo na de kawan banyak kite kene friendly , bukan ke ? dan disebabkan tue gak owg da disalah anggap sebagai playgirl . adakah saya layak menjadi playgirl ? nie soklan yang sering bermain di kotak fikiran ye . mane taknye , muke ta cantek badan ta lawa keje un ta tetap poket kosong dan yang penting masih blaja plak tue . 100% ta layak an an an . ase na tukar no la plak . malas betol na layan kol kol kol and mesej mesej mesej tue . tetibe rase rimas . last last taw ta pe owg wat ? owg bagi taw owg da de yang punye .. haha kejap je tahan pastue dapat agy kol and mesej .. mmg malas na layan ta yah cakap la . sumpah rimas gile .

minggu nie last keje . kene benti cepat cepat banyak hal ta settle agy .tambah tambah pasal hal universiti nie . dengan yuran ta bayar , medical check up ta wat , baju ta pack , barang ta beli , dan yang seangkatan dengannye lah . ase sedih lak nak benti keje nie tapi na wat camne an ... daripade owg asyik susahkan dowang je kat temapt keje tue baek benti tros .

haha . da la , banyak sangat da mepek nie .......
pape un camat ary aye ,,, huhu jangan lupe simpan duit aye tok owg eh , 

Mcdonalds + UKM

hai ! hai ! hai ! bapak lame gile la owg ta update blog nie ,,, haha bape bulan da ?? ta terkire da nie .... cuty cuty pun malas na update ... hai , ntah la .... =.='

okay , cerite last tyme owg kat matrik dulu pasal owg bengang ngan sorang budak nie ... haha skunk owg pun da abeh matrik ,, hidup kat uma pun asyik buat tahi mata dan dan dan yang paling penting mestilah menambahkan lemak lemak dan lemak di badan ku ini .... hahaha oopppsss !!! before terlupe , alhamdulillah result matrik sangat membanggekan lah , ta bule cakap apa apa ... haha

disebabkan kebosanan yang tahap melampau di rumah , owg pun amik keputusan untuk cari kerja disamping menambah pendapatan bagi menyara hidup sebelum dapat masuk universiti .. last last dapat keje kat McDonald's parappapapa ... I'm lovin it ,, (memang lagu nie la yang ak nyanyi tiap2 ary) waduh ! sakit kepala ini macam ,,, bru dua bulan dok kat cnie macam macam macam hal la yang owg da wat ,,, well , mesti la yang buruk kan ,,, owg kan kalo wat keje memang cemerkap cikit ,, (bukan cikit sebenarnye tapi banyak la jugak) hehe  asyik asyik asyik REFUND je ,,, manager manager owg pun da malas na layan ,,, haha cian kat dowang ... tapi na wat cane kan ... owg da cakap ta na dok kat kaunter tue tapi dowang bagi jugak (jadik order taker) , saya yang menurut perintah ...

pape un yang jadi pasnie , kene benti gak ... haha sebab owg da dapat tawaran masuk universiti ... kat UKM la ... yahhhhooo ,,, best gile bile dapat tawaran kat sane ... ade dian n syira (kwn kat matrik) dapat kat sane gak ... huhu daftar 2SEPTEMBER2012 ,, tapi seyes ta sangka akan jumpe dy lagy ,,, ta penah terlintas pun sebab owg ingt pas waktu tue kitowang ta kan jumpe da .. nta cane la anty ...owg sndr un ta taw harap dapat jumpe dye ke ta ,,, rase cam na tapi hati kate jangan ... ta taw la ... nie lagy satu hal yang memeningkan kepale ... hahaha malas la layan , yang penting kite enjoy ... huhu

uke la ,, i got one more month to prepare everything ... may everything going smooth as planned ... 

watch your step !!

This is the first time when i was so angry . I mean , how can you be so rude ? Don't you have any manners ? Keep telling others about their bad behavior . Don't you see yours ? Arrgghh !!! I am so so so so damn frustrated ! 

You don't even know me and my family well yet , you talk bad bout them ? Whats wrong with having a boyfriend ? What's the big deal ? You try to ruin the relationship for those who couples . Why don't you just let them be ? Are you that upset to see them happy while you don't ? What's wrong with you ? i don't get it ...

Who gave you the permission to open others drawer ? Their phones ? Who are you to check all the messages in or out ? You are not even my mom . Not my sister either . Only a friend whom i known for less than a year ! Where did you learn to act like this ? Don't you understand the meaning of PRIVACY ? I wonder if you know cause if u did , you won't behave like that , will you ? 

I have never been like this towards a friend and you were the first . You're totally the rudeness . Didn't you felt anything when we didn't talk to you that much ? You are damn annoying !! 

p/s : when i wrote we , i mean it ...

There was once when I told myself to wait for you .

Today , I told myself to forget you .

In the future , I have no idea what to tell myself either .  

Back then , I have my confidence on you . To only logging to you is everything I could .

When we stop seeing each other , I wondered ... have you been doing well ?  Did you eat ? Did you slept well ? This heart , it keep pounding . Whenever your name came across , the heart , it fluttered .

Keep telling myself that I will forget you ,,,, this won't do . I tried so many times but failure came . I , I won't regret for loving you . Thanks for letting me know you . I have a hard time to forget you but i will keep trying . To have love you , I felt the pain . It is totally a heartbroken . Wonder if you know the meaning of heartbroken it self ? Because of you , I smile . Because of you , I learn to love . And because of you , I laugh a lot .

Thanks .

my life

the life , it is not easy as we thought. but, to still stay live in this world, it means a lot. A lot has happened, even you didn't expect that to be that way. In this short time, i do learn much. i met new friends, i had a lot of fun together with them. However, a word saying 'the past you encounter sometime makes you today', give me a lot of thinking. Okay! Now it's time for my story since it has been long i wrote on blog...

My life in matriculation, nothing seems to change much. Accountant students will have their dinner party on 7th April this year. Basically, i don't wish to join them all, but i came to think that it is my last to be together with them, so why not joining right... Examination is just around the corner and i still with my crazy lazy. haha truthfully, i can't wait to end my life here. I hope i can maintain my result so my that i can enter that university. Would like to go to overseas but when it comes to money, parents won't think twice! They just will not allow me. But still, it will be fine if i can enter that university. hehe so i will try my best.

Love, when it comes to love, it really hard to say. Up until now, no one have the key to open my heart. Feel sorry for you. I can't help it. Please be understanding and thank you.

Finance, i can still manage it, i hope ... hehe i wish to have a job while waiting for the results. that's what everyone do right... hmm, but still wonder where i can find the job. i will need the money to top up my study allowance ... hehe

ohh ,,, and i just came back from cameron highland... it's a trip with PRD. Quite nice and its enjoyable. Next week will be my trip to Pangkor island. Got camp with the guys and girls... can't wait for it.

Well, since nothing much has happened, i'll just stop here. Besides, i have no idea what to write. Daaaa, see you later... and do wish me a good day okay ,,

wonder ??

i , i have a friend . her life wasn't happy at all . to be born like her , i wish i won't . the same goes to her . she doesn't wish to be like that .

living in a small family of 4 siblings and parents . her achievement in academic was not bad and to be in a boarding school was something she hopes after a long time as she think it's the best solution to run from the problems that never stop following her .

at school , she tend to keep silent rather than talking to people . only answers when she need to . but , once , she made friends . they were getting along all together . and this was when an incident happened and eliminating all the believes in those friends . the chain was broken due to the mistake done by irrational thinking of those friends ... however  soon , she stop crying like a baby and go on her life as the same but , there was something change . not to be to  close to people . she made it as what she had promised on the day she lose all the trust . until now , it still the same .

she doesn't like to talk about friends as to her , friends are like enemies . cannot be trusted even once . do not know how to comfort her , i can just listened . i know her feelings , but i also know that i don't want her to be alone . it is just that i do not know what to do . but i do hope one time , i can help her to be friends with everyone .