watch your step !!

This is the first time when i was so angry . I mean , how can you be so rude ? Don't you have any manners ? Keep telling others about their bad behavior . Don't you see yours ? Arrgghh !!! I am so so so so damn frustrated ! 

You don't even know me and my family well yet , you talk bad bout them ? Whats wrong with having a boyfriend ? What's the big deal ? You try to ruin the relationship for those who couples . Why don't you just let them be ? Are you that upset to see them happy while you don't ? What's wrong with you ? i don't get it ...

Who gave you the permission to open others drawer ? Their phones ? Who are you to check all the messages in or out ? You are not even my mom . Not my sister either . Only a friend whom i known for less than a year ! Where did you learn to act like this ? Don't you understand the meaning of PRIVACY ? I wonder if you know cause if u did , you won't behave like that , will you ? 

I have never been like this towards a friend and you were the first . You're totally the rudeness . Didn't you felt anything when we didn't talk to you that much ? You are damn annoying !! 

p/s : when i wrote we , i mean it ...

There was once when I told myself to wait for you .

Today , I told myself to forget you .

In the future , I have no idea what to tell myself either .  

Back then , I have my confidence on you . To only logging to you is everything I could .

When we stop seeing each other , I wondered ... have you been doing well ?  Did you eat ? Did you slept well ? This heart , it keep pounding . Whenever your name came across , the heart , it fluttered .

Keep telling myself that I will forget you ,,,, this won't do . I tried so many times but failure came . I , I won't regret for loving you . Thanks for letting me know you . I have a hard time to forget you but i will keep trying . To have love you , I felt the pain . It is totally a heartbroken . Wonder if you know the meaning of heartbroken it self ? Because of you , I smile . Because of you , I learn to love . And because of you , I laugh a lot .

Thanks .